Just as I expected it, I did not have anyone to accompany me for lunch initially. Grace went for lunch with Leni, Rebecca had lunch on her own before coming in. Jackie, as usual, did not take lunch at all. In the end. Darlene sacrified herself to go for second break, to accompany me for lunch. Thank you.
Rozanah is a BITCH. I HATE HER!!! Her looks, behaviour, attitude, every thing of her pissed me off!!! What she did today really made my blood boil. Almost had the urge to scream at her already today. Called me to ask me to fax her a correspondence. Could nto find the one that she wanted. I was the one who did the reservation so I went to scearch for it. Even called Utell to ask them for it. But I found out that they did not send any of that notification at all. Why on earth did I key the remarks in then??? Anyway, she keep calling and I keep telling her I am searching for it. She keep asking me, "Then? So how? ..." IRRITATING!!! Finally, she talked to Jackie about it. Jackie then explain to me what she really wanted from me as an answer. She do not know how to tell me??? STUPID IDOIT BITCH!!!
Called Dear at 7pm. He was awoke already. Told me he was not feeling well. Then I asked him not to come. He say he will get back to me again later. He called and say he will be coming to meet me.
Stayed in office till around 8.30pm. Called him again. He was just about to leave only. Said he was not feeling well. Again, I asked him not to come anymore. We can meet another day. But he was scared that I would be angry. I think this part of me is something I really have to change. Stubborness. By hook or by crook, I must get what I want. I think this part of me has also installed fear in him. So sorry dear, I do not mean what I did. Will try as much as possible to change. Want to be more understanding and caring towards you as well. Thank you for tolerating me so much.
Just before I went to punch card, the BITCH was at the security area as well. Then, Jackie gave me $20. I realised that I had left money in my uniform's pocket. I ran into the locker room again to take out my money. Get this clear. I went in again is not because I am scared of facing that BITCH. I have nothing to be afraid of. I will totally ignore her, will not even look at her at all if I do not need to go to the locker room again.
As usual, after Dear came, we walked to Raffles Place MRT station to take the train.
Going to the gym again tomorrow morning. Feel like I have eaten alot of things today. Biscuits... Mooncake... Doughnut... I think tomorrow I shall not have lunch at the hotel. After gym, I will take my time to go to work. Plan to eat before going to work and going in abit later. Do not think I will take a taxi to work tomorrow.
Wonder how will things in the office go now that Grace is no longer working with us anymore...
{&i'll hold on till the end of time-}
4:11 PM